não sei quanto tempo mais consigo me segurar… a cry for help?
theres no one in my life that understand this with empathy
Im by myself this time
Depression + anxiety is like:
• Wanting to do so many things with your life, but you have no urge or energy to do shit. So, you end up freaking out about it.
• Wanting to have friends, but you have no energy to socialize and you push ppl away. So, you end up freaking out about not having anyone.
• Wanting to always be alone, but you never want to feel lonely. So, you end up freaking out about it.
• It’s like going from being paralyzingly numb to overwhelmingly feeling everything at once that it once again paralyzes you. So, you end up freaking out about it.
• Wanting to ask for help, but you’re too scared/insecure to ask for it and you freak out about being a burden or a deadload to everyone.
These might be someone’s late night thoughts, but nooo these are our every single second thoughts. Our lives shape around them and they consume and devour us, our existence and our dreams day after day.
cyberxbattalion